the unfinished draft of stephenie's midnight sun has leaked my e-mail and is now up for reading. yikes! i partly hate the one who spilled the draft, she could've finished it by now and is already available at bookstores. but i would rather commend the one who sent me the file, it was pretty bitin but can suffice my cravings for the series, just for now.
edward is unbelievably gorgeous--books explain why. it's like, "oh my God! he is too good to be true..if only cloning is an option!c:" stephenie molded an indeed fictional character that freakin' exists on dreams--or never existed at all. people badly wants edward cullen alive and kicking their ass,--pardon the pun. i suppose that i wasn't inclined with this inane character if he weren't punching cheesy lines that melts my fragile heart, so liquefying up to the tiniest bit. someone like me won't forget how he sees things, how he weighs considerations, how loving he is to bella, how willing he is to sacrifice his immortal life, how he would restrain every thing that will cause bella's indifference and how he talks to bella like it's now or never!. i guess, i'll be dazzled by this...FOREVER! enough of this. hehe
midnight sun is subtitled "twilight in edward's point of view." see how exciting this can become? i wasn't bored by twilight in bella's perspective, it is an endearing story too but behaving as a normal girl, i would've put much interest knowing edward's sight coz he really rocked the book. as in i would take all the slightest opportunity to peek at something that would explain--i don't care how vague or evasive it may be--what the heck is on his mind by then.
backed up by curiosity, i am imagining pictures on my mind as i read MS. and i was really fancy dreaming that i could also read minds. a talent that no one would grant me to endure, i continued reading with bits of chagrin on my face. i've been so hooked to this series that i almost forget how tragic this fantasy is--it won't happen to me, as is. but forget about the self-pity, i am up for this to learn something and not to envy the whole set-up.
i knew then that exploring the male's mind would be so adventurous. once in my life, i wanna cheat on them and "hear" what their thinking out of their oblivion. and by this, i might get to peek with what they truly are. i don't give a damn on dirty minds, every one's entitled to cope with it naturally and it's nothing but NORMAL. i am opted to choose what i want to "hear", anyway. people are just sometimes so unpredictable and good liars that it takes you to think of a way on how to satisfy your undying doubts. so evil yet cool. haha
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